9 Months Later..

I re-read my entire blog a week ago, and it really reminds me why i actually bother blogging, and to see whatever that happened, forgotten memories, it's quite interesting..

So i'm here today to write bout a dream i had.

It just started with me at this random place with a few people i don't know. But their from this school. And one of the girls asked whether i knew this girl from their school. And they told me that she was crazy over me. But i told them that that was bullshit, she rejected me. And the girl told me, 'Hey, everyone makes mistakes.'

Then suddenly i was on the top of this hospital building. It was weird coz there were bowling alleys and squash courts there. I was actually sms-ing my friend(the so called crazy over me) as i looked at people bowling. I went into the lift, stopped at a floor and saw her. She was there with her dad and grandpa. Her grandpa was lying on those hospital beds being pushed into surgery. My friend had her little brother on her lap, he was inside her jacket. After talking to her, i made her laugh, but she said that wasn't a good time, then she went off. Her dad asked me whether i liked her. I told him she rejected me. And he told me, 'Hey, everyone makes mistakes.'

I woke up, shocked.

I asked God for a dream that would draw me closer to Him,

a dream that would change my life..

Once again,

You're working in Your mysterious ways,

but what are you trying to tell me Lord?

I Hope I Find You Soon..

I'm officially going through the weird-est phase of my life so far. Seriously, I'm super in love, playing gile love songs on the piano(yes i can still play), smiling to myself when I sing along and even writing love songs again.

But here's the catch, I have not a clue who I'm in love with. Awesome..

So close, but still, so far..

Press To Play..

It's supposed to be a happy thing..

But bitter-sweet still ends with a sweet right?

Farewell Chicken Eater..

For 2 years, i won't have:
-you to drive me home from church or church events or parties..
-you to interrogate me on who and what kinda girls i like..
-you to tell me i'm good-looking, haha..
-you to constantly 'zha' me, yet somehow boost my ego..
-you to take my phone and ambil gambar..
-you to take 'lala' pics with me..
-you to sing songs to..
-you to tell me random stuff..
-but most importantly, you to be a good friend/driver..

thanks a lot for all that you've given me, God bless and remember, buy me presents!!!
i'm gonna miss you a lot!!

sayonara pei lingsss..














oh yeah, if you're reading this, i lied, i do like her..

It's Like I Don't Even Know It Myself..

Now Imagine Cutting Ourselves Like Emo's

You know how funny is it when you think bout something, and in the end, after much straining of the brain, end up with thinking bout nothing at all..

It's like when i tell you i hate parsley,

but wouldn't mind a mild touch every now and then,

and maybe that's all i need,

a mild touch of you..

and tht's as spicy as it gets for me..

At Times Like These..

It's grace that makes life so unfair,

That I feel so guilty,

Coz I've known that You've forgiven me..

"a thousand times i fell

still your mercy remains

and should i stumble again

still i'm caught by your grace"

Beautiful Butterfly..

17 years,

48 wall post,

23 sms-es,

8 msn msgs..

multiple wishes,

hand shakes & hugs,

a big smile,

a beautiful butterfly..

5th of Aug,

creams and screams,

8th of Aug,

belated dreams..

cake, gifts,

laughs & pics,

the days might be gone,

but a great memory is formed..

what more could i ask for?

thanks everyone,

love,

Leo